things fall apart
do you know that feeling, when you really can't be bothered anymore, so when someone asks you to do something, you just tell them no cos you feel like it?
before you judge me, i usually try to say no in a direct way cos i'm scared of losing face like that. but then things have become taken for granted too often, and so be it. i don't feel like it.
yes i know you think i sound like a spoilt child, but at least i'm telling you i don't feel like instead of saying i'll do, don't do it, and then expect someone else to do it like two weeks later. like, seriously? you guys have no conscience about letting other people pick up your shit?
anyway, because i've been reading motivational buzzfeed-y stuff - maybe it's even FROM buzzfeed - about how to let go of stuff, i'm going to write about what makes me not happy these days.
i always have things to be unhappy about. according to SY - le husband now - it's my ground state. being not happy and angry with everything.
things that make me not happy, angry, and quite possibly both:
1. crap equipment to do mine daily job
like seriously? after 4 years and i finally tendered my resignation, now only we realise we could have asked whenever we wanted?
screw the budget!!! anyways our computers are around 8 years old. i beranak pun anak dah masuk darjah dua. sonofabitch policies.
2. people assuming shits
telling a few people unofficially doesn't mean telling the entire team. that sucks balls when the rest don't even know what they're supposed to be doing.
i mean i can act dumb and not do it, but i don't think it's right that you tell people one thing, and tell others another different thing.
3. irresponsible people
just because people always back your ass up doesn't mean we're happy backing your ass up. it's been a year.
but it's sad that you can't tell people to gtfo, because, you know, "manners".
not being a dick and expecting people to clean up your shit all the time is also "manners".
but then there are people who are just oblivious. and that point in time you throw up your hands in despair and yell, SERIOUSLY YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW ANNOYING YOU WERE?
And my keyboard just ran out of battery and I'm going to bed.
No I wasn't drunk typing this. Just disappointed.
before you judge me, i usually try to say no in a direct way cos i'm scared of losing face like that. but then things have become taken for granted too often, and so be it. i don't feel like it.
yes i know you think i sound like a spoilt child, but at least i'm telling you i don't feel like instead of saying i'll do, don't do it, and then expect someone else to do it like two weeks later. like, seriously? you guys have no conscience about letting other people pick up your shit?
anyway, because i've been reading motivational buzzfeed-y stuff - maybe it's even FROM buzzfeed - about how to let go of stuff, i'm going to write about what makes me not happy these days.
i always have things to be unhappy about. according to SY - le husband now - it's my ground state. being not happy and angry with everything.
things that make me not happy, angry, and quite possibly both:
1. crap equipment to do mine daily job
like seriously? after 4 years and i finally tendered my resignation, now only we realise we could have asked whenever we wanted?
screw the budget!!! anyways our computers are around 8 years old. i beranak pun anak dah masuk darjah dua. sonofabitch policies.
2. people assuming shits
telling a few people unofficially doesn't mean telling the entire team. that sucks balls when the rest don't even know what they're supposed to be doing.
i mean i can act dumb and not do it, but i don't think it's right that you tell people one thing, and tell others another different thing.
3. irresponsible people
just because people always back your ass up doesn't mean we're happy backing your ass up. it's been a year.
but it's sad that you can't tell people to gtfo, because, you know, "manners".
not being a dick and expecting people to clean up your shit all the time is also "manners".
but then there are people who are just oblivious. and that point in time you throw up your hands in despair and yell, SERIOUSLY YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW ANNOYING YOU WERE?
And my keyboard just ran out of battery and I'm going to bed.
No I wasn't drunk typing this. Just disappointed.
posted by Lynn at
10:30 pm
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